ShardsThe dream shatters around me like a broken mirror. Pieces of you surround me, but nothing seems to be clear.I'm still cleaning up the mess you made.You should have put down your fear,You could have stayed.I'm done chasing.I've stopped running.Have you even noticed that I'm walking the other way?I'm cut by the shards of what's left of who you were.Red tears stain the surface while the world is in a blur.
Dying to be BeautifulDying to be beautifulHow far does it goHow deep can it get How dark can it pullWhen nothing holds you together But layers of makeup on sunken cheeksAnd your bones so frail they Shatter from sobbingYour heart so weak You cannot risk lovingYour world so painful, Through gray misty eyesFrom the outline of ribsTo the protruding bone spinesI clearly see, you’re dying Yes, dying to be beautifulI wish somebody would tell you The secret of beautyIt comes from the heartThe inside out Not the outside inBut still how far will you goHow deep will you getHow dark will you goUntil you realizeYou’re dying Just to be
Nothing Like That MomentWhen with one handWe hold each other's headAnd with the otherWe pull each other closeWhen our soft lips lockUnder passionately closed eyesWe embraceIt's that momentThat the world doesn't matterOur worries, nonexistentAnd all there isis each other.
To Be LonelyIt's a hollowed graveSix feet under your six feet under and you JustKeepFallingClammy hands under screaming lightYou blink out sun-dust and stifle a groanBecause you feel so tired and too self awareTear up a page in your childhood diaryYour words are swallowed whole so they can beJustLikeYouInvisible doesn't feel quite like the right wordThere is such a difference between feeling invisibleAnd knowing you are ignoredArch your back and cry to the skyYour bones are breaking beneath the WeightOf SolitudeHeaviness beats in time with your breathShackles and chains weigh down your weary lungsYour ankles
TwistedEverything is so messed upI’m so confusedI should be crying, But instead I’m laughingLaughing… At death. Laughing…At my last breath.When the world is backwardsI’m so confusedThe sky is ground The north is southAnd I find myself swinging From the cobblestonesAnd with dirty hands, walkingGripping with knuckle bonesWhy is it, turned all aroundI’m so confusedYes means no Wrong is rightAnd I’m enthralled with hurting peopleDestroying their souls And living, but actually deadAnd somehow hurt consolesAt this rate I’ll be Falling down to heavenOr flying up to hellTo real
What do you see?When you look into my eyesWhat do you see?When you speak my nameWhen you pull me closeAre you really that broken?So you no longer feel the love I giveThe affection I showOr the hope my eyes try to beCome over here nowStop hidingTell me your truthShow me those tearsAnd I'll tell you my truthShow you my fearsI'll tell you about a girlA girl who found hope in the most hopeless boyLet me wipe the dripping sorrow of your cheeksas I figure out what you need right nowLet me be the first person ever to be there for youI'll tell you this story,I'm sure you will appreciate itthe girl is cute and boy so strong
While I'm AwayWhile I'm away, away at warRemember I'll always miss you moreWhile I'm away, gone for many daysRemember, my spirit will always stayWhile I can't be there, to help and fightRemember, my spirit is there, just out of sightTo watch over you with eyes unseenTo comfort you when others are meanMy spirit is there, silent but strongTo do what it can, to help you alongFor while I'm gone and away from homeMy spirit stays and will not roam
BleakWaters fade into mockeryWithin the cataclysm of sanctuary.The untruth that meltsInto the honesty felt.Piercing through the drowning ripples of fear,It deludes the answer unclear.Blasting as lies burst into pure colors.Echoing.. Collapsing.. blue further.Pounding beneath the uncertainty...The nothingness gushes heavily..It flows through as it tearsThe truth that dances within its stare.
Angel TearsImagine a raindrop is an angel's tearFalling from heaven on Gaia's mortal fearWeeping in unity their children's lost soulHeaven's pure spirit evil now doth controlEden of rapture consumed by time's flowA lost utopia where gluttony doth grow.Alluring serpent's lair humans covet the baitDevourer of truth so poisoned with hateInnocence now lost in maelstrom of desirePurity long blackened by greed's hungry fireThe spirit debased evil darkens the heartThe nefarious abductor tears the soul apartThe moment approaches the farmer shall reapLove now eternal for faithful lost sheepGnashing of teeth those left in despairTime
A letter to past loves.Dear Boy number 1,you turned my world upside down,changed green into red and smiles to tears.Who would've thought thatyour teasing and your games wouldplant a fear into my bones, so strong thatI still cannot shake it?Dear Boy number 2,I don't think about you anymorebut I don't think about you any less, either.Your love consumed me andpushed me to the edge of insanity.We were fire one second, ice the next,battle wounds were inflicted just to get a taste of blood.We were right in all the wrong ways, but to you,holding another was second nature.Dear Boy number 3,you only ever touched mein the dark alleys of to
RainI've always loved the RainHer love hides my tearsHer caring embrace heals my painHer soft whisper abates my fearsNo one shall be mindful of my woesWhen Rain holds me close, nobody knows
Thoughts of a heartsick dreamer Thoughts of a heartsick dreamerOnce again I fall asleepWith a heavy mindAnd a heavy heartI feel I do not measure upI don’t know where to startI try to give you the world…Just for a smile…But most often I am left in silenceI know you careI know your thereBut sometimes…It feels like I’m talking to a ghostEvery actionEvery cry for attentionMet only by silenceOr another sad sigh…It seems my rosesMy affectionsAre only received by reflectionAnd that all I give is thornsI don’t want a light to die….just as its bornI don’t know what to doI don&
Lie fed Rose Lie fed RoseStitches sewnare freshly rippedIf only I had knownIf only I had been equippedto stomach every lieBefore this my last goodbyeAs a flower begins to grow,So does it die
Never Really AloneTake me on an adventure, I'm ready for the ride, though life may seem normal I can make it out to be more than what turns in the tides. I know not the future. I know not the past. But if there's one thing that I know for sure is that this love will last. No matter thick and thin, no matter how weak the bond, every single day I've thought of you and I've hung on. I've had visions, I've had dreams and I can feel it in my bones, the lonely nights I've been crying now I know that I was never really alone.
Wolf's HowlThe sweet soundLike music to the earsThey tell the tale About their dayThey never break a tuneLike a smooth melodyThey howl together to make a strong tuneDon't make a soundYou'll interrupt the mostBeautiful songThat drifts you off to sleep
Dream.Is it just me,Or is it just you?I don't know if it's trueSo please give me a clue.I don't know what to thinkSo please give me a hint,Cause the way that you've beenIs too good to be real.